Tuesday, 3 July 2007

I want a fag

Tired of this quitting now. You're just high-fiving yourself for getting over a crave when another one comes along. That's just going to happen over and over and over every day for ever.

I split up this fella who I reckoned was the love of my life a few months ago and I missed him a lot at first. But the thought of never seeing him again didn't make me cry like the thought of never having another fag does.

That's proper addiction isn't it?

(sarcastically)
Three days, 11 hours, 25 minutes and 5 seconds. 139 cigarettes not smoked, saving £31.63. Life saved: 11 hours, 35 minutes.

1 comment:

Mystery Dude said...

Yes, that is proper addiction. But then, we're proper addicts, for whom giving up will always be a struggle and for whom giving up can only be accomplished by remembering why we are making the attempt...